We have been TTC for over four years now. The first year was just having fun and trying to see what happens. During that time my DH’s mom was diagnosed with cancer and passed away. I don’t really consider that year part of our TTC journey because we had so much other stuff going on. The second year was spent with a far away RE doing testing. My DH has low morphology so the far away doctor wanted to do a SA four months apart in hopes of seeing improvement. Such a big waste of time – we then found an awesome RE closer to home. During years three and four we have done 10 IUI’s, 1 IVF, and 1 FET. Two of the IUI’s worked. The seventh IUI I miscarried at 10 weeks and the 10th IUI I miscarried at six weeks. IVF resulted in four fabulous grade A embryos. Two were transfered for the IVF and the last two for FET. Both resulted in a BFN. Jan 2011 we got our BFP with IVF#2 but lost our baby Gavin at 18.5 weeks. We took the next 6 months to heal emotionally. In December 2011 we transferred one frozen embryo. It resulted in a BFP! Due in August! I hope you enjoy following my story and don’t be shy! Tell me about yours!
Thinking of you and Gavin and sending much love your way. He will never be forgotten.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you today, and your precious squatter.
ReplyDeleteyou and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers today. your strength is an example to us all. huge hugs!!!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and hoping that you won't be hurting too much today.
ReplyDeletemy hug goes to you today (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday, Gavin. Send Mommy and Daddy an extra special day from heaven.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, your husband, and Gavin today. Sending love. xo
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and your sweet Gavin today. Sending you lots of love and hugs girl.
ReplyDeleteYou are both in my thoughts! Happy Birthday Gavin!
ReplyDeleteSometimes I can't believe that Harrison would be 9 months already.
Thinking of you...
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Gavin today.
ReplyDeleteGavin is looking down from heaven and smiling....Happy Birthday little boy! Your whole family is in my thoughts and prayers. Sending hugs!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Gavin....sending big hugs!!!
ReplyDeleteYou and your husband are in my thoughts, today must be so incredibly hard for you. xoxox
ReplyDeleteSending loving thoughts to you both and to Gavin. I will tell M & A to give him a hug for all of us. Peace to you and your family today sweetie.
ReplyDeleteAh hun (*HUGS*) Thinking of you, your family, and especially little Gavin. My heart goes out to you.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, your family and your sweet boy today.
ReplyDelete(((HUGS))) Praying for peace and comfort for you and your family today.
ReplyDeleteWishing you loving thoughts of Gavin today and always
ReplyDeleteI bet Gavin is smiling down on you guys and knows hw much he s loved!!!
ReplyDeleteThinking of your family today as you remember what precious time you had with Gavin.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Gavin
ReplyDeleteThinking of you today!!! Hugs.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and I hope you were able to spend Saturday with your husband and remembering your sweet Gavin.
ReplyDeleteSending you love as you remember your sweet Gavin.
ReplyDeleteHappy Angelversary, sweet Gavin! Continued prayers for you and your husband.
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