We have been TTC for over four years now. The first year was just having fun and trying to see what happens. During that time my DH’s mom was diagnosed with cancer and passed away. I don’t really consider that year part of our TTC journey because we had so much other stuff going on. The second year was spent with a far away RE doing testing. My DH has low morphology so the far away doctor wanted to do a SA four months apart in hopes of seeing improvement. Such a big waste of time – we then found an awesome RE closer to home. During years three and four we have done 10 IUI’s, 1 IVF, and 1 FET. Two of the IUI’s worked. The seventh IUI I miscarried at 10 weeks and the 10th IUI I miscarried at six weeks. IVF resulted in four fabulous grade A embryos. Two were transfered for the IVF and the last two for FET. Both resulted in a BFN. Jan 2011 we got our BFP with IVF#2 but lost our baby Gavin at 18.5 weeks. We took the next 6 months to heal emotionally. In December 2011 we transferred one frozen embryo. It resulted in a BFP! Due in August! I hope you enjoy following my story and don’t be shy! Tell me about yours!
It’s been three months since Gavin was born. Some days it seems like we lost him just yesterday and other days it seems like it was a life time ago.I miss him so much and days like today my heart hurts.
I'm sorry your heart is hurting and missing you're sweet baby boy. I can only imagine how hard it is for you. We are all thinking of you and praying for you.
my thoughts are with you Jennifer hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are still with you as well. Many *hugs*.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you have to miss Gavin in this way. Remembering him with you today.
ReplyDelete((hugs))
ReplyDeleteSo sorry ='(
I'm so sorry...I am thinking of you today.
ReplyDeleteHugs. You have been on my mind lately. Wish there was a way to carry some of the grief and darkness for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking of you both! (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeletehe is so beautiful. i have been wondering about you...im glad to see you on here.
ReplyDeletexoxo
lis
Hig hugs and know we are here for you!
ReplyDelete((HUGS)) Thinking of you, praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry your heart is hurting and missing you're sweet baby boy. I can only imagine how hard it is for you. We are all thinking of you and praying for you.
ReplyDelete(((((HUGS)))))) sweetie. Just big, giant, i-wish they were real hugs for you.
ReplyDeleteSending you lots of love and ((hugs)).
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry:(
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Gavin
Thinking of you today.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry!
ReplyDeleteHere to hold your hand.
ReplyDeleteHugs~Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteSending you love. Hugs...
ReplyDeleteJennifer - My heart hurts for you. It's okay to have days like these...We are all here for you & are sending our love.
ReplyDeleteSorry...remember he is there with you in spirit!
ReplyDeletePrayers to you and your hubby. I love the picture you have of Gavin here on the blog-precious.
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