Tuesday, May 25, 2010


I still have not tested…I think it’s because I am scared to death of the results. I really need this to be positive but I have a feeling it’s not. I am so in my head today and on the verge of tears because of what the test might say. This really sucks. I hate not knowing but at the same time I don’t want to know. This may break my heart.

I would like to have a symptom or two like sore boobs but I got nothing. For the life of me I can’t remember if my boobs were sore before my other two positive tests. Why didn’t I write this stuff down – wait I probably didn’t because I never thought I would miscarry and have to start all over – again and again.

Sorry for my pity party – I will hopefully be better tomorrow.


  1. Oh hun..I know it is so hard not knowing!! Hang in there..its not much longer now.

  2. The waiting is awful, but you are almost there. Hang in!! Friday is not that far away.


  3. The 2WW is such an anxious time. I hope that you will get good news soon!!



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